Hi grandpa its been awhile since i last wrote.. i just havent found the right words to say to you and everytime i do i start to erase them.. i miss you and the family is nothing without you.. i wish you were here to save this family of ours.. its not the same everyone has changed including myself.. when i went to see you the last time i told you how much i miss you and everything that has been going on and ever since than nothing has changed.. only you can change everything and fix it.. please give me a sign as to how things can go back to normal and the way it used to be..

always and forever
i love you